First Name: Ricky

Last Name: Deeds

Middle Initial: R

Date of Birth: 06/13/1962

Sex: Male

Martial Status: Divorced

Number of Children: 2

Home Town: Bend, Oregon

Education Completed: High School

Other Occupations:

Branch of  Service: Navy

Highest Rank: N/A

Serial Number: N/A

Platoon: N/A

Age at Start of Service: 18

Years of Service: 4

Combat Veteran: No

Time in Combat: Not Sure

Place of Combat: N/A

Awards:

Date of Suicide: 10/2005

Suicide Method: gunshot to head

Veteran’s Story: Rick was very depressed. Starting drinking and taking drugs. He never wanted to hurt anyone…just himself. He didn’t let friends around know his feelings…but inside he was hurting. He loved being in the Navy. He talked about the service all the time. It was his proudest time of his life. He didn’t feel worthy, nor did he have self-esteem. He felt that everyone would be better off if he wasn’t around to cause pain. So he left us to live a lifetime of pain…missing him.

Submitted By: his ex-wife (who still loves him)

Relationship to Veteran: Ex-Spouse